I Will Miss you!!!!

Eile õhtul suri mu vanaema! ;'(

Selle aasta jõulud sakkivad jubedalt! :'(

WE ALL MISS YOU! :'(

To Grandma

Grandma, I thought this day would never come,
You were my Hero and you were my mother,
You provided your protection and your guidance,
Not only to me but to so many others,

You always did the best that you could
And you always gave the best,
We will always remember your words,
For we were the ones truly blessed.

We will remember the times you made us laugh,
And the times you made us cry,
We will remember how you lived,
And the look of your caring eyes.

I will miss the touch of your soft hands
And the way they healed my heart,
I will remember your beautiful smile,
And your sense of humor, was a world apart.

We will miss the sound of your voice,
And the directions you always gave,
You'd tell us to always be strong,
And you'd tell us to always to behave,

I will miss the stories you would share,
And the long talks at your kitchen table,
I will miss the happiness you showed,
With every new grandchild you cradled.

Grandma, You will be missed,
But in our hearts you will forever live,
In our time of sorrow and pain,
Memories of your strength we will now relive,

I wish you hadn’t died, but you did.
You, who taught me how to live,
Who taught me what safety was
And who showed me how to love.


I wish you hadn’t had to die…
You could be here with me now,
Talking, laughing, crying with me,
Sharing everything life throws our way,
Enjoying each other.


You showed me what love is,
Your affection never dimmed.
You modelled generosity,
Your spirit lives on…
And my heart remembers.


You took so damned long to die
And I was so weary of it,
But my grief has never let up.
I miss you every day,
Because you left me behind.


There isn’t a day that I don’t think about you,
That I don’t wonder where you are,
Or how you would look if you were here?
Would your tastes be the same, all these years on?

Would you still enjoy life the same way you did,
Or would age and pain have changed you,
The way they have changed me?
I wish you hadn’t died when you did.

I love you beyond measure.
If you were here, this aching might leave me,
I might have a hand to hold,
The real presence of a love so strong, so powerful
That death cannot separate, nor separation dilute.


You may be lost to me in this world,
But you are always with me.
I find you in the things that even death cannot steal.
No, my dearest one,
Your memory will not lie down and be forgotten –
And I will never lie down and forget.